... and all the stars were just like little fish ...

How many times do I have to put up my disclaimer? Do I need to put it somewhere permanent for the stupid assholes who assume I actually care what they think?

DISCLAIMER: I write this diary for me, myself, and I. If you do not like it, do not read it. If you diss my diary in your diary, you may well expect to have your diary dissed in mine. This is how the world works, friends. If you cannot handle the natural flow and order of things, go shoot yourself in the head.

As for the level of personal things I write in here, like I said above, you are the one sitting on your fat ass in front of the computer making the choice of whether you want to read it or not.

What prompted this:

(maybe I should type up a cast of people in my life as well. This is from a little boy I was once engaged to, when I thought I could help him grow up a little. Mission failed.)

"-----Original Message-----

From: Rick [mailto:protecting_his_inbox@littleboy.com]
Sent: Saturday, December 16, 2000 7:10 AM
To: Rogers, Kelly J.
Subject: Re:

Nothing's up. And yes, I'm bad. Well, attitude anyway.

Anyway, I was talking to someone, and directed my attention to your diary. Out of a strange curiousity, why would you post your *very* personal business there like that. And don't say, "Well, Rick, that's none of your business." When actually it is, because you're the one posting it for *me and everyone else* to read. Just thought I'd get that out the way. How does Mr. Eddie feel about you telling whoever that can read your diary about this little incident? If I were you, I would have rethought posting that one.

And you shouldn't jump down Equin0x's throat, just because he's giving you critisism. Not to mention the low blow. That was pretty low. If you don't want critisism, don't post it."

Hmmm... if Equin0x didn't want criticism, he shouldn't have posted what he did, no?

My response:

"From: Rogers, Kelly J.
Sent: Sunday, December 17, 2000 1:19 PM
To: 'Rick'
Cc: '*EBear'
Subject: RE:

If you're talking about the "incident" that I think you're talking about (the baby that I lost), then don't ever call me or email me again.

I've written in there many times that I write it for me and nobody else. If you don't like it, then don't read it. If something I've written in there stops one person from making some of the mistakes I've made, then it's all worth it.

I've got other things to deal with right now.

As for how my boyfriend feels about it, why don't you ask him yourself?

Kelly Rogers
DuPont Santa Clara
Planning Dayshift D.T."

BTW, "Mr. Eddie" sent you his thoughts on the matter. Fuck off. You are no longer my friend, and I can't believe you even went there.

01/24/00 - I've moved. Email me for the new address.